August 13th, last Saturday, I turn 19! That means, this will be my last year being a teenager. I remember how excited I was whenever my birth month is coming, always excited to get older. And now that I'm older, I just want to stay young forever. But getting gifts, surprises and greetings will always be my favorite part about birthday. Getting older was my favorite part about birthday, not anymore tho. Ha.

Hey guys! Sup?
Just want to talk and do a lil update on my life because the last time I did that was probably years ago (or months ago?). So if you care about my life or probably just curious enough you can keep on reading.

It's been a week since finals. I'm currently on semester break because I have finished the first year of college. YAS! Meaning I have finished the freshman year, now I'm up to level 2: Sophomore here I come! I mean, It is great and all but gosh, time is surely went by real fast. It feels like just few days ago I talked about graduating high school and now I have finished the first year of college, WHAT?

So college is on break but there is no break for work, kiddos! Well, not that my work is putting me under pressure. Okay it actually gives me pressure but not my work demands that is giving me pressure, more like side things perhaps i'd call? The work demands also gives me a little pressure too, just little, but nothing serious enough to makes me kill myself (just kidding). Whatever that is, there is pressure every way we turn. And I wouldn't get into details, HA!

The thing I hate right now is how I almost never read again. I don't know what's wrong with me but I've been in the worst reading slump ever from the beginning of this year. I didn't finish any book ever this year started, not a single one! I really need to get back on reading because there are tons of books I need to read. GOD, HELP ME.

But instead I'm obsessed with TV shows. I'm catching up on Gossip Girl now (currently on season 2!). I enjoy this show very much. Other TV shows that I enjoy are Game of Thrones (LOVE THIS SHOW WITH ALL MY HEART), The 100, and Gotham. These 3 are my top favorite TV shows! If you are into Sci-Fi genre, go watch The 100. It's amazing! I'm addicted! If you're into Crime genre, go watch Gotham! I wouldn't say it is the smartest crime solving show ever but I enjoy it all the same.  And I don't care what genre you are into, you need to watch Game of Thrones my dear. You are seriously missing out if you don't! BUT I don't recommend the kids under age to watch that show because it fulls of nudity, profanity, violence and gore. And if you are into Dramas, duh, obviously go watch Gossip Girl.

And I think I grow a teeth in the very back of my gum which is really hurt. Bye for now!

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One of the things that I'm always excited to do is opening gifts. That sound when you tore open paper gifts? Precious. So I decided to do a post about my birthday gifts. Because another reason I'm posting it is I don't know what else to post and I've been so rare to post something here. So I think it's something interesting enough to post?

I feel like I have abandoned my blog. Because of my schedule and I don't know what to post. And my life isn't really interesting recently. Ha. But I'll always find time to post anyway.

I actually wore sneakers. That high heels is my mom's haha!

Best doughnut in town!

My 9-years-old and 2-years-old cousins

Hello people! It's been a month since I posted on my blog.
Merry belated Christmas and Happy New Year 2013!!! I wish and hope 2013 will be my year, full of joy and I get what I want. Amin! And goodbye 2012, thanks for being a part of my memory.
I was having my final exam at the 1st week on December. Okay I confess I actually didn't really study but I don't interest with my computer recently since I play tablet all day long. Oh anyway follow me on Instagram: windyteha :)
So, today is the 7th day of my holiday, school only give us 2 weeks of holiday-.- that means class will start a new semester on January 7th. Too short to be true lol
It also a boring holiday because I going nowhere but home for holiday. Sleep, eat and play are all that I'm doing.

Goodbye 2012! Xo.

It has been a month since my holiday. I love the long holiday, I think everyone love it certainly. sleeping all the time. spending my whole time on twitter, and the internet! YOLO. and it's take more than a month to start the new class. and I count down from today to the day I start the new class: 49 DAYS more. high school seems harder :| but i like it because I changes the uniform yihaaaa! I hope all of the new students are nice!

This is the capture of my daily activity of my holiday. lol

So today is the last day of my semester exam!



hahahaha at least I can relax and staying away from the books for more than a month. then having my national exam on April 24, 2012! wowwww but i'm not actually scare of it. all i need is the solid of my classmate! hehehehe.
Time passed so fast. its seems I was in junior high school recently and now i'm gonna face the senior high school, exchange the blue skirt with the grey one! LOL wish I could done my test well. really well.

I'm grow up.

This gonna be my busiest month, on March 5 - 10 I held my final exam. Faster than others class because I'm graduate class. the matter is the materials for the exam is THE TOPIC FROM GRADE 7 UNTIL GRADE 9! this is make me upset. why this country have to force the student so study so hard? that doesn't even make us more clever. it's make us cheating! -__________-
and on April 23 - 26, this is the final of ALL. the NATIONAL EXAM is begin. but the good news, start on April 27 until i don't know when exactly I AM FREEEEEEE! no school, no class, no teachers, no books and nooooo everything that messed up my minds! :D this is the holiday begin.
wohooooo. and I'll be attends a farewell party. that's pretty cool! but now my class still confuse of what we gonna perform on that farewell party ._______.

I hope I have friends who are more better than this middle school. at the high school, I wish for better persons. that could appreciate me! not those person who just look for me when they in need. and got me feeling like i'm nothing when they think i'm not useful. wowwwww nice! whatever. and I wish I could change my behavior into a good ones! and leave all the bad things. just wish me luck!

errrrrrr this holiday isn't enough for meeeeeeeee!
I need moreeee please, teacher? HAHAHAHAHAHA just kidding! but seriously #eh? lol
so tomorrow I'll come back to the hell where there are a lot of devil. -____-
I've got a lot things to do for sure. the suffering of graduate class will begin .___.
but fortunately we will have holiday again for Chinese New Year. but it;s too short -,-

hello teachers! hello books! hello homeworks! hello exam!
Holiday is always the best than school. hehe

Today is such a great date 11.11.11 every digit is 1! haha cool.
Well today a guy confessed his love to me. Unrequited love sucks.

Besides, everything went normal. today 2PM the boyband from South Korea has a concert in Jakarta and I can't watch!
the most sad thing is GREYSON CHANCE concert in Jakarta on 23 November and I can't watch his concert either because that time is so close to my semester exam. I'm really really sad :'(

and we will have the more 1st test than another classes :'(
but the good news is after those crap we will have a longgggggggggg holidayyyyyyyyyyyyy!
hurayyy :D

and btw i getting bored with this school.

This is so right

"Smile when you remember me, because I really miss you.
cry when you miss me, because I wasn't beside you.
and close your beautiful eyes, because you will feels close to me, because I have in your heart forever.
There was nothing left to me, except the happiest memories with you.
with the beautiful eyes, I could see the beauty love.
the beautiful eyes that used to be mine, those all feels far away left me now.
life feels so empty without you. heart, love and my miss are yours. 
your love will never free.
How could I fly to seek another love if my wings have already broke because of you.
you love will stay here with me, till the end of my life. 
and after death, till the hand of God fused us again.
How the heart has been captivated by the figure of shine in the darkness.
which has turned my lights dim,
but can't shine and warm my real feelings.
I can never find another love except your love.
because they can't match the figure of yourself in my soul.
you never been replaced, like shard of metals, the silence, loneliness and sadness.
now I have lost you."


I got a text like this from someone...
What do you think it means?

That's actually a rhetorical question. I just think it's sweet.